This has got to be the best Lent EVUH for me, spiritually speaking.
I am a-okay and am enjoying reawakening to my Faith. Feel God must be listening because I will think of certain things or people and then a talk, the answers to the question, or the people will soon appear.
I am learning that I am a control freak. I am learning that I am not as forgiving as I thought I was. And I already knew about the patience and trust problem. I am learning I fear the opinions of others and those others’ saying unkind things about me. All of these I am working on besides giving up chocolate. (The first week was really bad but it’s got easier thanks be to strawberry frosting/icing–whichever term you prefer.)
I am learning I am a very weak person==spiritually speaking. Of matters here and on spiritual matters–but I am making progress.
I feel Love all around me and patience–it is like it was whenever I hung out at my grandparents–total unconditional love.
Yes, I have returned to the practice of my Roman Catholic Faith and am so happy. Whenever bumps in the road have appeared this past month–I have felt myself hanging on to Someone in total emptiness of Self–and I know the storms on the sea will go away, maybe not the problem itself, but how I react to it.
I have found others trying to find a straight path in this world and have made new friends. Not that I would forget any of y’all—because most of you have been so very nice to me and I will go wherever I am welcome.
I am worried about my dad, but since we do not live in the same town anymore, I am learning a lesson in Trust that involves my siblings looking in on him. He fell trying to something, lost his balance, and fractured his ribs. He remembered the whole episode which is a blessing–I hope and pray he is not chronically doing this again.
Have not been by much, hope all is well with y’all and yours. I am working very hard and then settling down watching crap TV (because I don’t have to think) or I’m drawing with chalk pastels these days.